Today is Monday and I am awake and up mostly because of anxiety. I don't want to admit it but it's true. I woke up early and started thinking about my to-do list and then there was no way I could get back to sleep after that. I have a lot to decide this week like will I add more colors to my yarn line. It seems like that would be a nobrainer but there is a lot to consider like how my sales will increase this fall (how am I going to make sure I can pay for the inventory that I buy) and where all that yarn is going to go when it gets here!
These are normal thoughts for me and my small business but to compound them with the stress of losing my mother is a little overwhelming. I guess just have to make the decisions and move through the day. I always have a huge list of tasks for the day and ideas for the future so I guess it doesn't make today any different than any other day.